Loneliness

Aug 8, 2010 at 9:19 PM Loneliness. I’m not sure how this has happened. I am alone. Wait, the cat is next to me but she does not talk. And she is asleep. So is my husband. Upstairs. Asleep. My daughters are gone. One has moved away and now lives in another state. The other has a social life and is busy. I am alone and lonely. And it’s only beginning. What do you do when you are alone but you are married? It’s 9:00pm on a Sunday night, but this could be any day of the week. And then soon winter will be here and it will be even lonelier because then the bad weather will set in and I will even feel more alone. I miss my girls. I miss laughing with them, watching a movie with them, watching reality (senseless) TV with them. I miss what my life was and I am afraid of what my life may become."